Daydreaming of Honduras
JONATHAN BINDER writes:
It seems as though I am constantly bracing myself for future events. Take the holidays, for example. From the very first moment I saw Christmas decorations in Target while shopping for Halloween candy, I knew it would only be a matter of time before I was thinking about finals, winter break, and the ironic chaos that comes with the celebration of a savior’s birthday. So before my mind crashes into Christmas, I tap the brakes so that I may coast to gentle stop.
But it is much harder to brace yourself for something you know little about. So here’s what I do know: I am taking a travel writing class; I am going to Honduras; I am participating in a number of adventurous activities; I am going to capture my discoveries with words, photos, and video; and I would guess that it is going to be a life-changing experience.
Out of that information, it is still hard to find the excitement. My mind can’t fully wrap around the idea of going far away to a land I have only tasted through Google images. There are many important steps that need to be taken before a trip of this caliber, but the list of preparations fogs my vision of the thrill ahead of me: writing checks, setting up our blog, scheduling medical shots, corresponding with our travel guide, etc. All the clues in front of me say I am leaving January 13.
Day by day, this trip to Honduras becomes more real. Even a map shows me this destination really does exist. And with an extremely zoomed out frame, Honduras seems like a hop and skip away. But now, the thrill of it all is not knowing exactly what to expect. So when putting it that way, the trip isn’t real yet; it’s merely a fantasy.
And how do you mentally prepare for a fantasy? You don’t, because it seems just far enough out of reach that it's impossible to give it any serious consideration. But with many more tangible preparations ahead of us, I will try to keep my head out of the clouds.



















